Friday, March 11, 2005

Puny

As Dave said, I'm relatively puny these days. It seems the little one is absorbing about 2/3 of my resources- which is Ok by me. It's kinda funny though, it's like my whole pace has slowed. Most people mark my personality by my moderately fast paced walk and overall high energy level. These days, I walk slow enough to force Dave to about 1/3 of his usual pace. It's just funny to watch me change.

I'm also a lot quieter. I think the reasons for this are two-fold: 1. My overall energy level is at a crawl and 2. I'm always a little afraid that if I talk, I loose whatever food I have managed to consume. (I'm feeling pretty protective of my stomach contents. I was loosing about a lb a week for a while there.)

My little sister said the other day, "You don't sound very excited." I just smiled and assured her that I am VERY excited in my quiet and calm voice- I'm sure she wasn't convinced. She's used to me expressing enthusiasm through my loud, excited, and outgoing voice. Now days, I express that more quietly... I tend to giggle quietly, smile my quiet smile, and then flap my arms imitating the little one inside. SO CUTE!!! Wiggley little one! Pretty amazing for a babe that's not quite an inch in size. Absolutely adorable! I am thrilled! I think overall though, I'm most likely to express that through just feeling more contemplative. My body reminds me constantly about the HUGE changes that are taking place. The funny thing is... I'm not showing and won't be for quite a while, but I feel VERY pregnant.

One more thing- ya know, I've always prided myself on my poor sense of smell. I find it quite a blessing in life and have bragged about it for years-- well until lately. Recently my nose has become quite a sensitive fella. Sniffing out and causing gags on even the most mundane odors and even things that I would previously have enjoyed. I think it's pretty funny. Well, when I'm not gagging. Life is funny.

Overall though, I'm doing quite well. A lot of people have a much harder time than me. I've learned a lot of strategies to keep me balanced. Hey whatever it takes to get that little one what she needs.

1 comment:

  1. I am tickled to death! I am crying as I write my message. I and so happy for your both. God has Blessed you both with a BabyYorke. I miss you and am pleased to know that you both will keep up your WebPages with feelings, stages of growth, and allowing feedback . I definitely feel that we are all special in the way you?ve created a way to share your blessing with us. Let me know if there is anything I can do. I love you both so much!!!!. :) -Grace (Jeff, Jenny, & Mario) Poore Family.

    Good news from the Poore Family: My EX has signed my petition to the courts for releasing all parental right to Jenny & Mario. Jeff has now filed a petition for adoption which will be finalize 3-6 months. New names: Jenny Rae Matamoros-Poore & Mario Lino Matamoros.

    Lots of Love and Happiness to you both. - Grace

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